(a friend of mine inspired me to upload this note, for when I think I need to remind myself)
I should keep thinking that life is interesting.
I should see people and how they behave. I should see how they talk and communicate. I should pay attention to them. I should listen to their stories, their experiences, their plans. I should see if they are more or less. I should be silent in a group of people and see what they reveal. I should see all the reasons there is. I should watch people, I should laugh a lot. To know that I can not let life bore me because I am interested in living and being with people.
That way, I may not need a certain person to be interested in.
I can just watch my classmates laugh about a joke I don't understand and yet fascinated on how their laughter can make you laugh too. Or I can go out of class, find anyone who is available and talk to them and feel interested in their stories. I believe that way I wont be desperate to find the "Temporary-solace who one day can decide to leave you-and make you feel shit about yourself" that they call "lover".
I dont know why I'm writting this, I thought about it on an ojek on the way home. I guess writting has always been the solve to my problems. I wrote about things that broke my heart and things I fancy the most.I wrote what happened to me.
And I have wrote a lot.
