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 that week my hands tremble, my body was on fire, my head spins like its in the wrong room.

“last sunday you were fine” my mom asked “what happened?”

turns out it was you. you happened to be the most excruciating thing that happens to my body. you burned me time and time again, without knowing what it was for and how it was done. you came to my dreams depicting all that we can never be

and i think thats you saying goodbye.

and me too

this sunday im closing the book. 

but before that, im cursing you, im cursing the child you’ll bring to the world, that baby will fall in love with mine and the story will reverse, i wont let that happen. i’ll burn the letter and seal the deal. this next life, you’ll regret everything you did to me.